I knew I would never mention this to Jeff. How could I? I might be non-judgmental, but I was also non-confrontational. Unable to imagine it wasn’t my fault.
I had forgotten and never mentioned this to anyone until now, twenty years later.
I felt rising up in me all the anxieties I had as a 13, 14, 15-year-old. I didn’t know they were all still there. I remember asking myself if I’m ok. Is everything about me all right? I thought about it for days. I was surprised at how anxious I became, at this age, at this time of my life.
Story #2 Fools Rush In Where Angels Prep to Tread
“Don’t rush!” my girlfriend warned me, “you haven’t had sex in so long, your body is not ready,” she added. My girlfriend who is seldom without a lover in her life. Somehow, somewhere, she’ll have some-one, so, she knows.
Story # 1 I’m A Lukewarmie/An Orgasm At Quito Airport
I exercise like a banshee and look great but I don’t see myself as a hottie; a woman who is comfortable with her body, who loves her body, has no hang-ups whatsoever, ever; and has great sex, a LOT of great sex. That’s not me.
The Rock That Swallows Mothers
Constantly by Cliff Richard or How I Learned English
Bucktooth
Chapter 4. Challenges and Celebrations